I was once a fat guy but suddenly I changed my habit and turned my figure back to what it used to be. I was depressed that time that I always said to myself that I could eat anything since I don’t have any interest with girls anymore. It happened when I knew that I would stop going to school then the girl that likes me back didn’t like me anymore after 1 month. That time I wasn’t really sad because I knew that it was going to happen since we weren’t seeing each other anymore. I still liked her that time and surprisingly I wasn’t so sad. Months passed and I just kept on eating that I started gaining weight. I went from 55 kg to 65 kg real quick after a few months. That time, I started feeling sad because I was always at my home, alone and I miss the girl that I like. I knew that I was depressed but since I was having so much fun playing computer games, watching the television and binge eating here and there, It didn’t really mattered to me that I was already depressed. Sometimes I dream of her then I realized that I was longing for her but I didn’t really bothered what I felt since it was stupid enough to entertain the feelings I had. A few months passed when I went out with my friend. We started drinking then went home after. We had fun that night but I did something that I can’t forget. I confronted the girl I liked since she didn’t told me what was the reason she didn’t liked me anymore. She said that she didn’t know and we somehow fought while confronting each other’s feelings. She told me that I should get over since it is almost a year since we didn’t liked each other anymore. In the end, we bid each other farewell and I felt a little bit better after that. But tears flowed while talking to her and all the sadness I felt since the day I started getting depressed ended the same way I ended with her. I just went to sleep after that and my feelings was lighter that time since we had our closure. I woke up the next morning, took a shower, ate my breakfast and went on my laptop then realized that I should start getting over with her. I started going for a jog for the next few days but I always sleep past my alarm and it went on and on for weeks till I just see that I am not progressing with this thing. I didn’t changed and I still ate too much but then my friend told me that he was going to the gym and yes I got interested since I can be with my friend whilst working out in the gym. We started going to the gym and I had fun that I went to the gym consistently and I was so glad to see that I went down to 60 kg from 65 in just 1 month and 2 weeks. It was so fun but I got sick for an unknown reason. I went down from 60 to 58 kg quickly within 2 weeks and when I went back to the gym, I lost the strength I gained since I was sick for two weeks. The next few months, I wasn’t going to the gym consistently but still had progress and a few sick weeks that made my weight go down from 58 kg to 55 kg. That time I realized that I really gotten over the girl I liked and I am enjoyed the things I did even if I wasn’t that consistent in going to the gym anymore. Till this day I workout sometimes since I am busy in school but when there is a free time, I workout to improve what I have.
Right now I enjoy what I have and what I get even if I encounter problems. I believe that I should always smile throughout the problem I face to show that I still am strong even if worst comes to worst. This is my blog for tonight and I hope you read all my others blogs located to your right. Thank you for reading my blog! 🙂
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